DIALOGUE WITH MYSELF.

   I imagined an interview with myself and asked myself what I would like to ask someone else or what I would like someone to ask me. When I did this, I felt like I was having a real and honest conversation with someone.  I didn't want to post it at first but I wanted to know what you all think and if you would like to try it because I know I would love to do it again.

ME 1: Hi, good morning. How are you today?

ME 2: Hello, good morning to you too. I’m good, how are you?

ME 1: I’m fine. It’s a lovely weather out there.

ME 2: Yeah, I love how warm it is. (smiles)

ME 1: How has life been recently?

ME 2: Honestly, life has been going well. The normal human life is filled with happiness one minute and worry the next minute but God has been so kind to me. Every day, there is always this question of “am I doing enough?” which comes with second guessing my abilities but like I said before, God has been kind to me and reminds me that I should just trust him and do what I can do.

ME 1: That’s nice. No pressure. So, school resumption is around the corner, are you excited? Are you ready?

ME 2: No, I am not excited and I’m not ready (chuckles). I will be writing my MB examination this session and although it looks like there is time, there is no time. I didn’t study well this holiday and that was entirely my fault. After my examination last semester, I was motivated to study during the holiday but I guess it was all in my head. I know I will study better in school and try to catch up, I’ll also do past questions while studying.

ME 1: That’s cool. And your social life?

ME 2: Nonexistent (chuckles). I was indoors most of the time during the holiday. I could count the number of people I had conversations with, that how few they were. I want to change that next session. Make new friends, have conversations with people and attend social gatherings too. I mean, it’s uni. It’s supposed to be the place I make long-lasting connections.

ME 1: Good. Any personal development you would love to embark on?

ME 2: Yes. I have realized that I get sad and worried easily so I want to try as much as possible to always be happy no matter how stressed I am and always be positive no matter what. I also want to build self-confidence and get rid of stage fright and fear. I admire those who are able to speak in public and I also want to do that so I want to take risks and participate more in class and social activities.

ME 1: How about spiritual growth?

ME 2: It has not been quite good and it’s really sad. I have been going back to some sins I thought I left behind and I feel guilty after that. Bible study and prayers haven’t been frequent anymore but I’ll get better. I know I will.

ME 1: I love how positive you are about everything. Who has been your biggest motivation?

ME 2: My parents and siblings. God really gave me the best and I’m grateful for having these people because they sacrifice so much for me and they don’t even act like it’s weighing them down but I know it is. They make sure I don’t worry so much about anything except my studies. They do so much for me. They are my best friends.

ME 1: Awwn, that’s so sweet (smiles). Before we go, what advice do you have to give people and even yourself?

ME 2: First, think of yourself as royalty and carry yourself as such. I don’t mean to be proud, what I mean is to have self-confidence. Second, accept challenges and believe you can do anything you put your mind to do as long as God is with you. Third, be easy on yourself. You are doing great and you will keep doing great so even on your worst day, just know that you are still doing great. Lastly, develop your communication skills. Speak up often and don’t bottle everything up. These are also pieces of advice to myself that I hope I take.

ME 1: Okay, thank you for these kind words. We have come to the end of this interview. It was a refreshing one and I loved talking to you.

ME 2: Likewise (smiles). Thanks for having me.

ME 1: Thanks for coming. Take care. Bye.

ME 2: Bye. (smiles and waves to the audience and whoever is reading this).